起因是迷上了那支反80s的80s乐队，在那句“burn down the disco,hang the blessed dj.”的歌词里找到了战栗的感觉。

【节选】

I do know such a place, where whatever is prized and passes of us, everything that is fresh and fast flying of us,

seems to us sweet of us and swiftly away with, done away with, undone, undone, done with, soon done with,

and yet dearly and dangerously sweet.

我知道有一个地方，在那里，我们珍视的，经历的事物，一切新奇的，一闪而过的，对我们来说甜蜜的，无法持续的事物，全都被毁掉了，结束了，不复存在了，它们迅疾消逝了，但它们仍然是深情的，危险而甜蜜的。

- The Leaden Echo and the Golden Echo

Gerard Manley Hopkins (1844–89). Poems. 1918.

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